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It's been a very long time since I've posted. A lot has changed and I'm unsure of things in a few aspects of my life. I really want to start drawing again to regain the passion I once had for it. I like drawing but I feel that I have lost my creativity. When I do,  it's like a task that needs to be completed and there's hardly any creative drive in it. Little sparks here and there but I haven't gotten them to stay lit. It's hard and I feel that if this continues, I will lose my creativity all together. I'm numb but I can think and it's a strange combination. I keep thinking of how I want things to be as they used to be but that sadly cannot h

OKAY!     So I plan to get through all of the requests I have this summer! I have to keep myself occupied otherwise I realize I get very dysfunctional mentally, if that makes sense. ^^; Then I don't want to DO anything! So I have to do things in order to avoid this state lol Right now I'm working on my boyfriend's birthday request of Dark Souls II vs. Skyrim which was supposed to be done 6 months ago lol. Yeah... I feel i need to go down the list and just do them to feel some sort of accomplishment, I've been doing other pictures OTHER THAN my requested projects (whoops) and that is a no no, considering some are over a year due! S